One word just about covers what I have to say about reading
this book – SERIOUSLY???
It was recommended to me by a friend with whom I had been
talking about my endless search for giving forgiveness and a connection with
God that I see other people have. She told me that she read it after she had
been told about it by another friend. She claimed that this wonderful book
showed her a different way of seeing God and forgiveness and the whole concept
of how to go about forgiving and a new way to think of God and the Holy
Trinity. Ok – I’ll give it a shot. Besides Oprah loved it.. I has to be good.
First of all, I cannot get my mind around the idea that God
appears as an Aunt Jemima kind of person and the Holy Spirit is some fairy
oriental chick. None of that conforms to anything in my mind. I think the idea
of meeting God in the cabin after the tragedy he experienced is a novel approach
to a conversation with God. But Aunt Jemima?? I imagine that the author was
trying to say that God will come to us in a comforting form so as not to
frighten or overwhelm. I guess his idea of comfort is an Aunt Jemima-like woman
cooking in the kitchen. Full of love, wisdom all the while preparing food for
the healing of ones soul. I did like his version of Jesus. The warm loving
carpenter persona is something I can “get”. The flighty fairy oriental like
holy spirit that he can barely see is a little further out there than the Aunt
Jemima image. The way they interact as equals didn't make sense either. I have
a hard time imagining God and Jesus on equal level. Jesus is the son right??
God is the father. So how are they equal? I see it like a triangle. God a the
top. Last I heard he was the Creator. Of everything including Jesus and the
Holy Spirit.
The imagery is well written, however, it seemed more like a
vivid dream than something that could actually happen. And that may be what he
was trying to get across. I was ok with the whole story until he gets to the
shack and it switches to a semi trip on acid. Small cabin in the woods turns
into a Thomas Kinkaid painting with the colorful imagery of light, gardens,
creeks and smoke coming out of the chimney. Even the night sky was described in
vivid detail. I can still see these picturesque images in my mind and that may
have been the point. The emotional breakdown at the end when he forgives a
serial killer was a little much for me. Forgive this person and let God handle
it. The whole while God is telling him that this asshole is worth saving. I can’t
get my mind around that. I guess he is saying that everyone is born good… it is
this world that makes them what they are. And somewhere in there is the soul
worth saving for all eternity. I think I would have preferred they kick his ass
back into hell. Maybe he could keep my stepfather company.
Just goes to show… what works for one doesn't always work
for another. It didn't work with me and the whole time I spent reading this
book for some kind of direction was a waste of my time. I am no further on the
ultimate quest than I was when I started reading it. It was a best seller and I
am sure he was on Oprah spouting all this colorful crap… glad I missed that
episode. That would have been a waste of a good hour. I know I am a bitter and
cranky bitch but this book did not help me on my quest- I got some things… the
rest made no sense at all. So the search goes on.
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